I was so excited to announce my pregnancy, but I did it with a little twinge of sadness, as well. My heart still breaks for each and every one of you who are still waiting for a baby. I can honestly say I know exactly how you feel, and no one deserves to feel that way!
Between the fear and wondering if I would ever get pregnant, the stab of pain I'd feel every time someone else announced a pregnancy, and the feeling that I was being punished for not being "good" or "holy" enough, it was enough to do a real number on my heart for the past 2-and-a-half years. I would not wish that on my worst enemy.
I just want to say that I'm still praying for all of you, and I literally feel your pain. I just know that God has an amazing plan in store for each and every one of you!
Please email me if you would like specific prayer in this area. I would love to pray for you! mysomethingbeautifulblog@gmail.com
Don't lose hope! No situation is too hopeless for Christ. No heart is too broken for Him to fix. Let Him be your peace!
You are so sweet. I love it! You can always pray for us... we make 2 years of trying in April. I am doing well right now, in a good place & happy. I haven't always been that positive though & I am sure hard times will come again before it's all over. Met w/ a friend tonight who told me she is pregnant & i am so excited i could BURST! She tried for 2 years & went through a lot. It's a miracle!
ReplyDeleteI am SO happy for you & i definitely was when you announced it b/c i knew you had been trying to conceive for too long. Very excited to read your updates! :)
You are so sweet to remember everyone who is still trying Jessica. I know it's a weird place to be in, happy for yourself but kind of sad for those who are still trying. I'm so excited for you, Friend!
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