Hope none of this is TMI for anyone
Confession: I've had babies on the brain lately. Out of nowhere, and I don't know why.
Confession: When I was taking an antibiotic for my tooth infection, I DID find the label on the bottle that said it may stop the birth control pill from working. However, I found it a day or two late.
Confession: I looked up "early signs of pregnancy" on google last night, because there is a hope deep inside of me that I am pregnant, even though Luke and I haven't been trying.
Confession: I FEEL pregnant. Bloated, weird appetite, higher body temp. than normal. But I'm sure that's just wishful thinking.
Confession: I cried last night, because I'm pretty sure I'm probably NOT pregnant, but my hopes are already up.
Confession: I nonchalantly asked Luke if he'd be really upset if I got pregnant before we felt like we were ready. He shrugged and acted like he'd be okay with it, because it would be God's plan. That made me feel good.
All this to say, I don't know what's up with me. I know I'm not ready for a baby, but all of a sudden I have the strongest desire for one. Is this just part of being a woman? Does anyone else go through this sometimes?
I guess we will see tomorrow. Because that is supposed to be the start of my time of the month. I'm not sure why I just feel like I'm pregnant, but I'm pretty sure it's just wishful thinking. I wish this desire would just go away until Luke feels like he is ready!
Thanks for listening to my rant. Have a nice day :-)